I really really wanted to work hard during this holiday. But I didn't. Again. Why is it always like that?! Muggers please tell me why you can mug everyday. What's your motivation man?! The most is I look at Biozone for 5 minutes and I fall asleep. And in the mere 5 minutes that I looked at it, I don't learn anything.
I just hope that when school starts I'll stop slacking and start studying! I don't think I'll ever mug. Studying for maybe 2 hours a day is enough.
And in the holiday, not only did I not study at all, I didn't even do SL and RS and I have no idea what will happen to us next year!! Why is our school so irritating. OMG. I don't think i learn anything from these. Seriously! :(
And other people at least enjoy their holidays by having fun with their friends. Me? I didn't even go out luh. Just once with Zhiqi. And nothing else. People are going overseas, having CCA outing, class outing and whatever, and I have nothing!! :( Sucks luh.
11/27/2008
11/26/2008
:D
I ❤ 神木与瞳!!!!!!!!!
They sing super well and their songs are super nice! I like 爱炼，草戒指，为你而活，武装的蔷薇，爱在末日前，终结，美丽！！ OMG that's like 7 out of 12 songs. Actually all are nice and these 7 are the super nice ones:D
They sing super well and their songs are super nice! I like 爱炼，草戒指，为你而活，武装的蔷薇，爱在末日前，终结，美丽！！ OMG that's like 7 out of 12 songs. Actually all are nice and these 7 are the super nice ones:D
Déjà vu
"Déjà vu refers to a state wherein a person feels certain (cognitive judgment) that he or she has previously seen or experienced something that is actually being encountered for the first time. Sigmund Freud believed the feeling corresponded to the memory of an unconscious daydream."
So this means I'm always unconsciously daydreaming?!! LOL
"Déjà vu is one of the "uncanny feelings" that, for Freud, play the role of hallucinations, which become more frequent and systematic during certain mental disturbances. This is the most convincing example of breaching the boundary between the normal and the pathological addressed by Freud. It involves a dissociative type of change experienced by the subject in his or her perception of things or himself. Reality appears distant, like a dream or a shadow, and it is at this point that false recognition occurs. Along with this displacement of the perceived object from the present into the past, there is a confused feeling of expectation or foreknowledge, whereby the subject is simultaneously projected into the future. For Freud this involves the replacement of some part of reality by a repressed desire. In the example cited here, a young girl replaces the perception of her wish to have seen her brother die with the sensation of having already experienced the situation (a trip to the countryside to visit some young girls whose brother is seriously ill). The topographic displacement (unconscious/conscious) is also spatio-temporal, for the memory involves the house and the girls' dresses but not the brother's illness. In "A Disturbance of Memory on the Acropolis," the same phenomenon is reversed since the reality of the Acropolis dissolves within the feeling of disbelief Freud experiences. Here, doubt replaces certainty; doubt is awakened by the reality of the perception but contaminates perception at the same time.
The concept of déjà vu must be compared with other analogous terms in analysis, such as déjà vécu (already experienced) and déjà raconté (already communicated). According to Freud, this paramnesia can be explained as a confusion between the intention to communicate and its realization. As with the doubt in his dream, these forms of paramnesia refer to specifically significant facts. Generally speaking, paramnesia leads to a reflection on the process of remembering during therapy and on the patient's illusion of having "always known" the repressed content revealed by interpretation.
Déjà vu touches on the whole question of forgetting as a dissociation of memory, as well as on the question of true and false from the psychoanalytic point of view."
Uhh so I'm like mentally ill or something?! But from the explanation, déjà vu happens when the person wants to replace reality with desire. So it shouldn't happen in normal situations? It happens to me all the time, no matter where I am and no matter what my mood is... So weird
So this means I'm always unconsciously daydreaming?!! LOL
"Déjà vu is one of the "uncanny feelings" that, for Freud, play the role of hallucinations, which become more frequent and systematic during certain mental disturbances. This is the most convincing example of breaching the boundary between the normal and the pathological addressed by Freud. It involves a dissociative type of change experienced by the subject in his or her perception of things or himself. Reality appears distant, like a dream or a shadow, and it is at this point that false recognition occurs. Along with this displacement of the perceived object from the present into the past, there is a confused feeling of expectation or foreknowledge, whereby the subject is simultaneously projected into the future. For Freud this involves the replacement of some part of reality by a repressed desire. In the example cited here, a young girl replaces the perception of her wish to have seen her brother die with the sensation of having already experienced the situation (a trip to the countryside to visit some young girls whose brother is seriously ill). The topographic displacement (unconscious/conscious) is also spatio-temporal, for the memory involves the house and the girls' dresses but not the brother's illness. In "A Disturbance of Memory on the Acropolis," the same phenomenon is reversed since the reality of the Acropolis dissolves within the feeling of disbelief Freud experiences. Here, doubt replaces certainty; doubt is awakened by the reality of the perception but contaminates perception at the same time.
The concept of déjà vu must be compared with other analogous terms in analysis, such as déjà vécu (already experienced) and déjà raconté (already communicated). According to Freud, this paramnesia can be explained as a confusion between the intention to communicate and its realization. As with the doubt in his dream, these forms of paramnesia refer to specifically significant facts. Generally speaking, paramnesia leads to a reflection on the process of remembering during therapy and on the patient's illusion of having "always known" the repressed content revealed by interpretation.
Déjà vu touches on the whole question of forgetting as a dissociation of memory, as well as on the question of true and false from the psychoanalytic point of view."
Uhh so I'm like mentally ill or something?! But from the explanation, déjà vu happens when the person wants to replace reality with desire. So it shouldn't happen in normal situations? It happens to me all the time, no matter where I am and no matter what my mood is... So weird
11/25/2008
God
Just finished eating steamboat! My mum made it cos the person in my house is having her birthday today! OMG I'm super full now.
Anyway, I think I know why my memory deproved so much since Sec 1! It's because of the lack of sleep and the lousy quality of it. Last time I could sleep so well but nowadays I always can't sleep or would wake up in the middle of the night (not because I need toilet or anything) and I keep dreaming. OMG. Sucks luh.
(read this article: http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20081125/twl-med-healthbeat-sleepy-brains-1be00ca.html)
How.. :( So sad. And when I say I keep dreaming, I mean it. I dream too much. Though I can't remember, but I know I dreamed of stuff. And you know sometimes when you do something or when you are at a specific place or something, you would feel that you have done the exact same thing or have been to the exact same place before?! It always happens to me. This is because of 潜意识. And I think it means your brains always working even when you're asleep. That's why I can't sleep well.
To make things worse, my mum always wants me to wake up at 8am. WTF. She gets so pissed when I continue sleeping. And starts yelling and threatening me. OMG sucks luh. Like seriously?! Wake up so early for what?! Anyway I don't study. I mean she expects me to study. But I don't. And she knows it. But still... Aiya damn irritating leh! :'( Yes I slept more than 8 hours and it's enough but I can't even sleep well at night.
She's always complaining that she's tired. Like I'm not tired at all? Everyday when I go home from school I feel like dying okay. Who wants to walk home with a heavy bag. And when the weather is so damn hot. WTF. And she doesn't want to sleep more when she's at home. AIYA!!!!!!!!!! And you know she's seriously dam domineering. OMG. This morning she even asked the person staying in my house to wake up cos it was 10am and she thinks it's enough. WTH? Other people wanna sleep and it's like none of her business?! If I were the person, then I would just continue sleeping luh. Somemore it's her birthday eh!! Please lah!! 真是不可理喻
OMG I crapped a lot. This is the result of us having stupid SEQs. Why must we write so much for every single test (other than Math)?! And we're just crapping luh please.
And I realised I always end up complaining about my mum when I had no intention of doing so at all.
Anyway, I think I know why my memory deproved so much since Sec 1! It's because of the lack of sleep and the lousy quality of it. Last time I could sleep so well but nowadays I always can't sleep or would wake up in the middle of the night (not because I need toilet or anything) and I keep dreaming. OMG. Sucks luh.
(read this article: http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20081125/twl-med-healthbeat-sleepy-brains-1be00ca.html)
How.. :( So sad. And when I say I keep dreaming, I mean it. I dream too much. Though I can't remember, but I know I dreamed of stuff. And you know sometimes when you do something or when you are at a specific place or something, you would feel that you have done the exact same thing or have been to the exact same place before?! It always happens to me. This is because of 潜意识. And I think it means your brains always working even when you're asleep. That's why I can't sleep well.
To make things worse, my mum always wants me to wake up at 8am. WTF. She gets so pissed when I continue sleeping. And starts yelling and threatening me. OMG sucks luh. Like seriously?! Wake up so early for what?! Anyway I don't study. I mean she expects me to study. But I don't. And she knows it. But still... Aiya damn irritating leh! :'( Yes I slept more than 8 hours and it's enough but I can't even sleep well at night.
She's always complaining that she's tired. Like I'm not tired at all? Everyday when I go home from school I feel like dying okay. Who wants to walk home with a heavy bag. And when the weather is so damn hot. WTF. And she doesn't want to sleep more when she's at home. AIYA!!!!!!!!!! And you know she's seriously dam domineering. OMG. This morning she even asked the person staying in my house to wake up cos it was 10am and she thinks it's enough. WTH? Other people wanna sleep and it's like none of her business?! If I were the person, then I would just continue sleeping luh. Somemore it's her birthday eh!! Please lah!! 真是不可理喻
OMG I crapped a lot. This is the result of us having stupid SEQs. Why must we write so much for every single test (other than Math)?! And we're just crapping luh please.
And I realised I always end up complaining about my mum when I had no intention of doing so at all.
11/24/2008
KTV
Yesterday night I went to sing karaoke with the person renting my house. Her friend was treating cos her birthday's tmr. We went to TOPONE in Bugis. Sang from 11pm till this morning 5am. Haha. And cos I was having a cold, my voice is dead right now.
We spent 200 bucks. 4 people. Cos the other 2 people drank beer. a total of 14 bottles!! Crazy right!!!!!
We spent 200 bucks. 4 people. Cos the other 2 people drank beer. a total of 14 bottles!! Crazy right!!!!!
HAHA SUPER BT!
(BT means 变态. Zhiqi always says it.)
Anyway, I was reading a friend's blog. A person added her on MSN and she accepted since she thought they know each other. So she started a conversation with him.
you're?
you forgot already? don't remember me?
eerrr no. who are you?
junjie. or I show you my face?
uhh
maybe you'll remember
okay?
[started webcam]
(He showed himself masturbating. WTF)
that's gross
can you watch please?
NO. are you sick?
(And guess what he said!)
I'm just horny
WTH. LMAO! And he went on and on begging my friend to watch it. My friend's guy friend taught her to tell the person:
it's short and thin. I don't want to see.
cause it wasn't erected. I promise you it's now long and thick. please...
[...]
it's too short for viewing or anything
it's bigger now. confirm. please just see for yourself
Anyway, I was reading a friend's blog. A person added her on MSN and she accepted since she thought they know each other. So she started a conversation with him.
you're?
you forgot already? don't remember me?
eerrr no. who are you?
junjie. or I show you my face?
uhh
maybe you'll remember
okay?
[started webcam]
(He showed himself masturbating. WTF)
that's gross
can you watch please?
NO. are you sick?
(And guess what he said!)
I'm just horny
WTH. LMAO! And he went on and on begging my friend to watch it. My friend's guy friend taught her to tell the person:
it's short and thin. I don't want to see.
cause it wasn't erected. I promise you it's now long and thick. please...
[...]
it's too short for viewing or anything
it's bigger now. confirm. please just see for yourself
11/23/2008
❤
张杰（中国快男冠军）演唱 死了都要爱（信乐团）。好好听哦！❤
OMG. An eleven-year-old who can sing so damn well. OMG. You see, I said God is unfair. And it's so true.
OMG. An eleven-year-old who can sing so damn well. OMG. You see, I said God is unfair. And it's so true.
11/22/2008
OMG. Super scary...
Watch this! I promise you it's damn scary. Bet it will be the craziest magic you have ever seen (and I'll remove the background music for 2 days for you to watch the video!! see I'm so considerate right :D)
Another scary one by a magician called Cyril.. A Japanese
Haha watch this! Damn funny!
(and what he was saying is that he swears he's not wearing fake teeth)
Another one!
Another scary one by a magician called Cyril.. A Japanese
Haha watch this! Damn funny!
(and what he was saying is that he swears he's not wearing fake teeth)
Another one!
11/21/2008
Meme!
This time it's from Jolyn :)
How many songs?
1176
Sort by song title:
First song: 16号爱人 - 容祖儿
Last song: 做我自己 - A Lin
Sort by time:
Shortest song: Faint - Linkin Park (2:42)
Longest song: Meadows of Heaven - Nightwish (7:09)(Actually this shouldn't be counted cos 50% of the song is music)
I realised that English songs are generally 1 min shorter than Chinese songs...
Sort by album:
First album: Haha can't answer! I delete all album information :)
Last album: -
Top Five Most Played Songs:
1) 坏人 - 白智英 (黄真伊OST)（at least 1000 times. haha! I listened to this song only for almost a month! And you know I listen to songs for at least 3 hours a day. Maximum uhh 13 hours..）
2) 你我是傻瓜 - 宫OST (at least 500? It was my favourite until I heard 坏人)
3) Waiting - BoA (Many many times also :D It's super nice!)
4) All A Lin's songs! (Love her voice. And she sings so damn well.)
5) 搁浅 - 周杰伦 (I think this is the nicest out of all his songs. Super emo. Haha)
I'm really not sure.. Haha. I have too many favourite songs! This is from what I remember :) And I listen to songs for so many hours a day.. I can put at least 200 songs here if the title is "song you have listened for more than 300 times"
First song to come up on shuffle:
Baby是我 - 李玖哲
How many songs come up when you search for 'sex'?
NONE!!!
How many songs come up when you search for 'death'?
NONE! haha
How many songs come up when you search for 'love'?
21
How many songs come up when you search for 'you'?
41
How many songs?
1176
Sort by song title:
First song: 16号爱人 - 容祖儿
Last song: 做我自己 - A Lin
Sort by time:
Shortest song: Faint - Linkin Park (2:42)
Longest song: Meadows of Heaven - Nightwish (7:09)(Actually this shouldn't be counted cos 50% of the song is music)
I realised that English songs are generally 1 min shorter than Chinese songs...
Sort by album:
First album: Haha can't answer! I delete all album information :)
Last album: -
Top Five Most Played Songs:
1) 坏人 - 白智英 (黄真伊OST)（at least 1000 times. haha! I listened to this song only for almost a month! And you know I listen to songs for at least 3 hours a day. Maximum uhh 13 hours..）
2) 你我是傻瓜 - 宫OST (at least 500? It was my favourite until I heard 坏人)
3) Waiting - BoA (Many many times also :D It's super nice!)
4) All A Lin's songs! (Love her voice. And she sings so damn well.)
5) 搁浅 - 周杰伦 (I think this is the nicest out of all his songs. Super emo. Haha)
I'm really not sure.. Haha. I have too many favourite songs! This is from what I remember :) And I listen to songs for so many hours a day.. I can put at least 200 songs here if the title is "song you have listened for more than 300 times"
First song to come up on shuffle:
Baby是我 - 李玖哲
How many songs come up when you search for 'sex'?
NONE!!!
How many songs come up when you search for 'death'?
NONE! haha
How many songs come up when you search for 'love'?
21
How many songs come up when you search for 'you'?
41
11/19/2008
Meet the parents!
Haha! Meet the parents is damn funny!!! Pamela Martha Focker. LOL. (if you don't get it, try pronouncing it in American accent!)
Oops I forgot
Haha yesterday I was pissed off so I forgot to mention that my mum did facial for me! Okay it's not really a facial. It's this lymphatic massage thingy. And after that I used the gold mask :D So cool right. And I really think it works. I look like I became fairer. Haha.
I'm so bored man. I want to study but just can't concentrate. And I just keep watching videos and movies and shows. :(
I'm so bored man. I want to study but just can't concentrate. And I just keep watching videos and movies and shows. :(
11/18/2008
Give me money man
Haha today choir was damn slack okay. It's from 9.30-12.30am. I was a little late. Probably reached at 9.40am. So after I reached, we did warm-ups until about 10am. And we started sectionals. Cos Qiqi wasn't there and Sheena is super slack (okay this isn't her fault lah. She just isn't that serious. LOL) so we sang like maybe 5 times (??) in 30 min. Haha. Jingyi and I went toilet at 10.30am. Cos we were feeling very slack and we really really wanted to eat something, so we decided to stay in the canteen for a while. Like until 11am. And before we went up, everyone came down for break. So the two of us ended up having a 1-hour break until 11.30am. haha! And because they only informed us choir ends at 12.30pm (supposed to be 12pm), so I left at 12pm! Damn lame lah. But I didn't do it on purpose okay. It's because Zhiqi and I have agreed to meet at the foyer at 12pm to watch movie that's why. Anyway I know how to sing the song already lah! (Though not that well. The whole "tune" does't make sense...)
So we went to eat KFC (I tell you, seriously, my diet isn't working okay. Haha. I've been eating unhealthy stuff continuously for 5 days already!) And you know what, we were eating halfway, and my juniors all came and sat at the table next to ours. WTH lah! Haha. Then they would have known that I'm such a lousy senior to leave choir early for lunch with a friend. :S So embarrassing..
Anyway, we went to watch 007 Quantum of Solace! The whole thing is quite exciting (as in the actions and stuff) but I don't really get the plot. Haha. Maybe I didn't really pay attention or something... But I think the last one is nicer lah. (Of course this one isn't bad..)
James Bond is so BT (zhiqi's favourite word which means bian4 tai4). OMGOSH. He's so stupid. He just falls in love with every single woman around him. And have sex with them?! What are men thinking lah! Seriously!!!
Afterwards we went shopping! Esprit is such a nice shop man. I saw this denim dress/skirt/wtv u call it and I really love it so much. But it's 110 bucks. Crazy lah! My mum would never ever buy for me. Unless maybe I get 4.0 or maybe 3.8 is enough. But it's so pretty! And it's so hard to find a nice thing that I can fit okay. (As in I'm not so fat! But still, I think I would look nice in it. At least quite okay. Haha) Hai.. So sad :( I want to buy it using my own money but still, my mum will go nuts okay. I can't stand her!!! ARG. She's always complaining that I don't wear the stuff that I buy. She expects me to wear like really really kua1 zhang1 stuff when I go to a family friend's house? Maybe just for dinner. And obviously I don't! So weird eh. Not as if there's a party or anything. Aiya. Then she says I shouldn't buy anymore clothes. So irritating eh. I really have very little clothes compared to anyone else okay. :( Such a lousy childhood.
I think my childhood is totally ruined since the day I came to Singapore. In China everybody buys pretty clothes for me. And even my mum. And now what? When others say they want to buy me clothes, she rejects and says the clothes are too ex. WTH. So irritating. And she becomes so so so materialistic. (Okay I am too. But it's because of her okay.) And she just doesn't want to "waste" any money cos she has to save money for my university. ARG. The world is really unfair. REALLY. People can be geniuses, born in a rich family, with siblings, look pretty/handsome, have everything they want, etc. And we are like suffering?! But heng I don't have another sibling lah. Or my mum would be worse. I mean I know she does it for me. But what's the point?! No matter how much she saves she can't get me into any US universities. Unless I get scholarship. It costs US$180,000 for Uni altogether. Does she think she can save this much money? And does she really think I can get into like Harvard or something?! Maybe even Zongmin won't be able to. You never know. Does she think I'm better than everyone else?! Obviously not. Please lah, yes, maybe I'm a bit cleverer than usual people, but I'm not good enough for Harvard.
Okay. I shall stop crapping. OMG. I still want the dress. (Oh man I don't even know what it is called. Such a failure.)
So we went to eat KFC (I tell you, seriously, my diet isn't working okay. Haha. I've been eating unhealthy stuff continuously for 5 days already!) And you know what, we were eating halfway, and my juniors all came and sat at the table next to ours. WTH lah! Haha. Then they would have known that I'm such a lousy senior to leave choir early for lunch with a friend. :S So embarrassing..
Anyway, we went to watch 007 Quantum of Solace! The whole thing is quite exciting (as in the actions and stuff) but I don't really get the plot. Haha. Maybe I didn't really pay attention or something... But I think the last one is nicer lah. (Of course this one isn't bad..)
James Bond is so BT (zhiqi's favourite word which means bian4 tai4). OMGOSH. He's so stupid. He just falls in love with every single woman around him. And have sex with them?! What are men thinking lah! Seriously!!!
Afterwards we went shopping! Esprit is such a nice shop man. I saw this denim dress/skirt/wtv u call it and I really love it so much. But it's 110 bucks. Crazy lah! My mum would never ever buy for me. Unless maybe I get 4.0 or maybe 3.8 is enough. But it's so pretty! And it's so hard to find a nice thing that I can fit okay. (As in I'm not so fat! But still, I think I would look nice in it. At least quite okay. Haha) Hai.. So sad :( I want to buy it using my own money but still, my mum will go nuts okay. I can't stand her!!! ARG. She's always complaining that I don't wear the stuff that I buy. She expects me to wear like really really kua1 zhang1 stuff when I go to a family friend's house? Maybe just for dinner. And obviously I don't! So weird eh. Not as if there's a party or anything. Aiya. Then she says I shouldn't buy anymore clothes. So irritating eh. I really have very little clothes compared to anyone else okay. :( Such a lousy childhood.
I think my childhood is totally ruined since the day I came to Singapore. In China everybody buys pretty clothes for me. And even my mum. And now what? When others say they want to buy me clothes, she rejects and says the clothes are too ex. WTH. So irritating. And she becomes so so so materialistic. (Okay I am too. But it's because of her okay.) And she just doesn't want to "waste" any money cos she has to save money for my university. ARG. The world is really unfair. REALLY. People can be geniuses, born in a rich family, with siblings, look pretty/handsome, have everything they want, etc. And we are like suffering?! But heng I don't have another sibling lah. Or my mum would be worse. I mean I know she does it for me. But what's the point?! No matter how much she saves she can't get me into any US universities. Unless I get scholarship. It costs US$180,000 for Uni altogether. Does she think she can save this much money? And does she really think I can get into like Harvard or something?! Maybe even Zongmin won't be able to. You never know. Does she think I'm better than everyone else?! Obviously not. Please lah, yes, maybe I'm a bit cleverer than usual people, but I'm not good enough for Harvard.
Okay. I shall stop crapping. OMG. I still want the dress. (Oh man I don't even know what it is called. Such a failure.)
11/17/2008
OMG!
OMG my new favourite is 刘谦. Haha! If you don't know who he is, he's this magic world champion. From Taiwan. OMG he's so pro! I think he's so charming when he's performing. OMGOSH. haha. Watch this:
This is the last part of the show. Watch the whole thing! OMG it's so unbelievable. Or maybe I am just to stupid to figure out how magicians do these!
I think they're seriously clever luh! Can figure out this kinda things. OMG. So shuai..
Other videos:
Haha! He's so cute:D
This is the last part of the show. Watch the whole thing! OMG it's so unbelievable. Or maybe I am just to stupid to figure out how magicians do these!
I think they're seriously clever luh! Can figure out this kinda things. OMG. So shuai..
Other videos:
Haha! He's so cute:D
11/16/2008
用名字算命-爱情
爱情特质：
既想爱又怕受伤害，期待甜蜜的爱人，又嫌眼前一切不够完美。
爱情物语：
浪漫是我的天职，柔情是我的本性，爱情则是我珍贵的生命养分。 （haha! so funny!）
爱 情 观：
纯情与激情的结合
理想情人：
你是天真纯朴，为对方牺牲的人。你是纵使被骗,仍会为对方牺牲自己的「有牺牲自我精神」者，所以诚实且忠心是做你恋人的第一条件，花心巧言令色的人要敬而远之。且对方要有包容力，才能容忍动不懂就发脾气的你，最好是能让你撒娇的人。
纯情指数：
双鱼座得纯情不用怀疑，但却多情的可以同时对很多人发挥他的高纯情指数，外加持久。一鱼多吃，是双鱼的最佳写照。加上特别容易感动，只要跟情感有关的事，都会让他们很有感触。虽然很美很浪漫，却是危险的。
魅力：
他浪漫和迷糊个性，有着一股挡不住的魅力，丰富的想像力和同情心，略带羞怯隐藏神秘的特质，教人不爱他都不可能的。
一见钟情：
对感情的敏感度很高,他是用「感觉」谈恋爱,所以很容易付出感情,不过因为内向,即使有十个「一见钟情」,可能也只有0.1的告白冲动
透析你的他：
如果你是位追求浪漫的女人，那么双鱼座的男人是不会让你失望的。清晨看日出，星光下划船，都可能是他采取的行动。他温柔体贴和无比的想像力，会给你带来前所未有的甜蜜与欢乐。但是，现实生活中，爱情毕竟不是全部
如果你运气好碰上一只深谙水性的鱼，他懂得掌握每一次机会发挥自己的才华及想像力，那你就安心享受他带给你的财富和名望吧！若是你遇上的是只弄不清潮汐，而搁浅在沙滩上的鱼，快点斩断情丝吧！否则你这辈子除了陪他作梦之外，就得面对一切现实生活的压力。
双鱼座的男人难免都有点颓废倾向，经常需要别人的肯定和赞美，你的鼓励对他来说是很重要的；用冷酷实际的言语打碎他的梦，将是失去他最快的方式。温暖又有爱心的双鱼座男子，是朋友们倾吐心事的好对像；其中当然也不乏异性朋友。收敛一下你的醋劲，加入他们的行列，才是避免外遇的好方法。他经常需要独处的时间，以平衡他容易受到外界影响的心情，请不要在他心情低落的时候，对他喋喋不休，这很可能会让他从你面前消失好一阵子，甚至再也不出现了。双鱼座的男人多半有些美化事实的倾向，似乎隐藏一些真实，他会比较有安全感！那你又何必那么大题小作呢！鱼儿再灵活也游不出海的怀抱，如果你有着海一般的胸怀，你就永远是他梦境中的人。
既想爱又怕受伤害，期待甜蜜的爱人，又嫌眼前一切不够完美。
爱情物语：
浪漫是我的天职，柔情是我的本性，爱情则是我珍贵的生命养分。 （haha! so funny!）
爱 情 观：
纯情与激情的结合
理想情人：
你是天真纯朴，为对方牺牲的人。你是纵使被骗,仍会为对方牺牲自己的「有牺牲自我精神」者，所以诚实且忠心是做你恋人的第一条件，花心巧言令色的人要敬而远之。且对方要有包容力，才能容忍动不懂就发脾气的你，最好是能让你撒娇的人。
纯情指数：
双鱼座得纯情不用怀疑，但却多情的可以同时对很多人发挥他的高纯情指数，外加持久。一鱼多吃，是双鱼的最佳写照。加上特别容易感动，只要跟情感有关的事，都会让他们很有感触。虽然很美很浪漫，却是危险的。
魅力：
他浪漫和迷糊个性，有着一股挡不住的魅力，丰富的想像力和同情心，略带羞怯隐藏神秘的特质，教人不爱他都不可能的。
一见钟情：
对感情的敏感度很高,他是用「感觉」谈恋爱,所以很容易付出感情,不过因为内向,即使有十个「一见钟情」,可能也只有0.1的告白冲动
透析你的他：
如果你是位追求浪漫的女人，那么双鱼座的男人是不会让你失望的。清晨看日出，星光下划船，都可能是他采取的行动。他温柔体贴和无比的想像力，会给你带来前所未有的甜蜜与欢乐。但是，现实生活中，爱情毕竟不是全部
如果你运气好碰上一只深谙水性的鱼，他懂得掌握每一次机会发挥自己的才华及想像力，那你就安心享受他带给你的财富和名望吧！若是你遇上的是只弄不清潮汐，而搁浅在沙滩上的鱼，快点斩断情丝吧！否则你这辈子除了陪他作梦之外，就得面对一切现实生活的压力。
双鱼座的男人难免都有点颓废倾向，经常需要别人的肯定和赞美，你的鼓励对他来说是很重要的；用冷酷实际的言语打碎他的梦，将是失去他最快的方式。温暖又有爱心的双鱼座男子，是朋友们倾吐心事的好对像；其中当然也不乏异性朋友。收敛一下你的醋劲，加入他们的行列，才是避免外遇的好方法。他经常需要独处的时间，以平衡他容易受到外界影响的心情，请不要在他心情低落的时候，对他喋喋不休，这很可能会让他从你面前消失好一阵子，甚至再也不出现了。双鱼座的男人多半有些美化事实的倾向，似乎隐藏一些真实，他会比较有安全感！那你又何必那么大题小作呢！鱼儿再灵活也游不出海的怀抱，如果你有着海一般的胸怀，你就永远是他梦境中的人。
有趣的得奖感言
（http://ent.xunlei.com/star/contents/c5/286888_4.shtml#content）
1. 王菲在台湾金曲奖：我会唱歌，这我知道，所以对于金曲奖评委给我的肯定 我也给予充分的肯定。
2. 舒淇获得金马最佳女主角：我要把脱掉的衣服一件件都穿起来
3. 曹格在台湾金曲奖：谢谢我的女朋友，我不是gay！（此言一出，立刻引发了同志团体对他的反感。）
4. 萧芳芳上台拿金马奖时，披肩不小心掉下来。她在感言时说：这女人啊，过了四十，什么都往下掉..
5. 夏雨获影帝，在台上拿了一个巨长感谢条：感谢我爸我妈我导演我剧组我朋友我同学我老师，有我的高中老师初中老师小学老师......好不容易才拿到一个奖，大家就原谅我多说一点吧！
6. 周杰伦在《范特西》专辑获得金曲奖最佳专辑的时候：谁叫我是周杰伦！
7. 刘晓庆获得百花奖最佳女演员：这个奖早该我拿了..
8. 马丁斯科塞斯曾5次与奥斯卡最佳导演奖失之交臂，这次终于一偿夙愿。他上台后连说了十几个"谢谢"，并打趣说：你们没有读错人名吧？
1. 王菲在台湾金曲奖：我会唱歌，这我知道，所以对于金曲奖评委给我的肯定 我也给予充分的肯定。
2. 舒淇获得金马最佳女主角：我要把脱掉的衣服一件件都穿起来
3. 曹格在台湾金曲奖：谢谢我的女朋友，我不是gay！（此言一出，立刻引发了同志团体对他的反感。）
4. 萧芳芳上台拿金马奖时，披肩不小心掉下来。她在感言时说：这女人啊，过了四十，什么都往下掉..
5. 夏雨获影帝，在台上拿了一个巨长感谢条：感谢我爸我妈我导演我剧组我朋友我同学我老师，有我的高中老师初中老师小学老师......好不容易才拿到一个奖，大家就原谅我多说一点吧！
6. 周杰伦在《范特西》专辑获得金曲奖最佳专辑的时候：谁叫我是周杰伦！
7. 刘晓庆获得百花奖最佳女演员：这个奖早该我拿了..
8. 马丁斯科塞斯曾5次与奥斯卡最佳导演奖失之交臂，这次终于一偿夙愿。他上台后连说了十几个"谢谢"，并打趣说：你们没有读错人名吧？
11/15/2008
WTFH she's so irritating
Okay went for 2nd round audition today. As expected, I didn't get in. So I'm not sad lah. But I'm totally agitated.
Today's judges were 2 random people (NICE PEOPLE) from Mediacorp I think. Of course the one in the middle was Xiao Han. OMG WTF I'M SO ANGRY WITH HER. SHE'S SO IRRITATING YOU KNOW. SHE JUST LIKE PULL A LONG FACE. And when you sing, I don't even think she's listening carefully. She looked so uninterested as if she's so superior and pro and whatever and we are just some stupid kids "trying" to sing. But we are so lousy that she can't even bear to listen for another second. OMG I'm so pissed off. Cos you know when you go into the room, you are nervous enough already. Then she just gives you this face. Crazy lah. I really want to punch her. Somemore you know she's already very ugly, still dare to 摆臭脸, so ugly man. And the thing is, she isn't even a singer or singing teacher?! She's just a famous lyricist and what does that have got to do with singing? She doesn't have the right to be one of the judges. And people always say 黎沸挥 is scary and whatever, but I think he's so much better than xiaohan lor! At least he bothers to listen to you carefully. And even if he's strict, he at least respects you. Not like this woman. And he gives you constructive comments and advice, instead of criticism.
I met this girl today. She was behind me. She has a really sweet voice and she sings really well. But you know what xiaohan said to her? 为什么女生的声音都这么弱啊?WTH right? As if she's a man? If I were her, I would have said 你不是女的阿? She's seriously 不可理喻.
And there was this Malay guy. He was the only pure Malay who got into the 2nd round. His voice is really good and he can sing so well! (You know Malays are all very talented in these stuff and he's like one of the best out of all Malays.) And he didn't get in. OMG. Judges are crazy. And you know he spent so much effort to learn lyrics and stuff. He even learns the meaning eh.
Okay. I'll stop here. She's a really lousy person. Seriously. And I'm really not sad that I didn't get in. (Oh my junior - Carly - didn't get in also. Not sure about my senior - Sixuan. You know they're both good and don't think they have stage fright. So.. I think there's something wrong with her for sure.)
Today's judges were 2 random people (NICE PEOPLE) from Mediacorp I think. Of course the one in the middle was Xiao Han. OMG WTF I'M SO ANGRY WITH HER. SHE'S SO IRRITATING YOU KNOW. SHE JUST LIKE PULL A LONG FACE. And when you sing, I don't even think she's listening carefully. She looked so uninterested as if she's so superior and pro and whatever and we are just some stupid kids "trying" to sing. But we are so lousy that she can't even bear to listen for another second. OMG I'm so pissed off. Cos you know when you go into the room, you are nervous enough already. Then she just gives you this face. Crazy lah. I really want to punch her. Somemore you know she's already very ugly, still dare to 摆臭脸, so ugly man. And the thing is, she isn't even a singer or singing teacher?! She's just a famous lyricist and what does that have got to do with singing? She doesn't have the right to be one of the judges. And people always say 黎沸挥 is scary and whatever, but I think he's so much better than xiaohan lor! At least he bothers to listen to you carefully. And even if he's strict, he at least respects you. Not like this woman. And he gives you constructive comments and advice, instead of criticism.
I met this girl today. She was behind me. She has a really sweet voice and she sings really well. But you know what xiaohan said to her? 为什么女生的声音都这么弱啊?WTH right? As if she's a man? If I were her, I would have said 你不是女的阿? She's seriously 不可理喻.
And there was this Malay guy. He was the only pure Malay who got into the 2nd round. His voice is really good and he can sing so well! (You know Malays are all very talented in these stuff and he's like one of the best out of all Malays.) And he didn't get in. OMG. Judges are crazy. And you know he spent so much effort to learn lyrics and stuff. He even learns the meaning eh.
Okay. I'll stop here. She's a really lousy person. Seriously. And I'm really not sad that I didn't get in. (Oh my junior - Carly - didn't get in also. Not sure about my senior - Sixuan. You know they're both good and don't think they have stage fright. So.. I think there's something wrong with her for sure.)
11/14/2008
A quiz from Danielle:)
Here's the link to the quiz!
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/
My result
Name: lu kaixin
Date: 11/14/2008
Colorgenics Number: 50261473
You are longing for a little love and tenderness. At present you are feeling very sensitive and need a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. You don't need any further stresses, strains or arguments so take a deep breath and relax.
You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.
You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.
The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.
You are worn out - suffering from what has been described as 'burnout' and nothing seems to stimulate you to break away from this state of lethargy. This situation is causing an acute distress situation and not being able immediately to resolve the problems is exposing you to excess stress and tension. You are endeavouring to break away from this situation by withdrawing into a state of 'Never Never Land' - an illusory substitute world in which things could be as you would like them to be. Now is the time to take time-out - to relax. A short break is all that you need and you will find that matters will resolve themselves.
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/
My result
Name: lu kaixin
Date: 11/14/2008
Colorgenics Number: 50261473
You are longing for a little love and tenderness. At present you are feeling very sensitive and need a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. You don't need any further stresses, strains or arguments so take a deep breath and relax.
You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.
You are a very choosy person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self-sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.
The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.
You are worn out - suffering from what has been described as 'burnout' and nothing seems to stimulate you to break away from this state of lethargy. This situation is causing an acute distress situation and not being able immediately to resolve the problems is exposing you to excess stress and tension. You are endeavouring to break away from this situation by withdrawing into a state of 'Never Never Land' - an illusory substitute world in which things could be as you would like them to be. Now is the time to take time-out - to relax. A short break is all that you need and you will find that matters will resolve themselves.
:D
Wish me good luck :) Tomorrow hopefully my voice will be in a good condition!
Carly went for audition too :) and she's having audition tomorrow at the same time as me. But she's in front. She says she was the last few to audition on Sat.
Heng I chose a fast and a slow song! The Mediacorp person just called and told me that we have to prepare a fast and slow one. Only need to sing the chorus so I don't have to worry too much about the lyrics!
Hai.. nobody's going with me.. so lousy right? Everyone says "I'll support you" then in the end can't even find a single person to go with me.. How sad...
Anyway, yesterday I went for choir again :D so nice right! Haha. Our SYF set piece is called White Horses composed by an Asian probably. His name is Stephen Leek if I'm not wrong (don't bother to go and check the name). Anyway, I think it seriously doesn't make sense at all okay. The whole "tune" is weird. Like seriously. Sounds really really weird. When we sing together the harmonies sound alright, but if we sing separately, you can hear the tune at all. And it's so weird that I have no idea how I'm going to remember the song. You know I can't read scores well (can read but I can't figure out the tune by looking. need to play it on piano) so I always learn by listening. But for this song, I can't hear any normal tune or whatever and after singing it for so many times, I can't even remember a bar of it :s
After choir I met Zhiqi at City Hall. Went Marina Square to sing KBOX! :D Before that we went to eat Yoshinoya and after that we ate KFC. :( I ate fried food again. Can't resist it. It's so nice!
We went shopping for a while cos we were so full after eating KFC. In Topshop, I saw this cute bag which I wanted to buy for Jolyn for her next year's birthday present (haha if you don't know her birthday is in June). It's black and is quite nice but really simple. However, the cloth looked really cheap, so I bought another gray one for her. It's quite ex in my opinion.. 50% more ex than the black one.. :/ Cos my budget is errr.. Haha. You should know lah. Somemore my mum gave me $100 last week and it's all gone, somehow. And I have no idea how to explain to her. Can't tell her that I bought such an ex present cos she always thought that it's dumb to give presents and it's a waste of money. Hai..
Topshop sells really weird stuff. At least 90% of the clothes are very very weird and ex. Don't know why leh. But there're still people who love their clothes. I mean the nice ones are really nice.. But why do people buy those ugly clothes? And they're too ex lah. A normal-looking pair of jeans (without any special cutting or whatever) was $100++.. Crazy eh. I would rather buy 5 $20 jeans. Cos they look the same. Okay, I won't buy jeans. I would buy bags or clothes or skirts.. Oh there was this bag which is really nice! But it's very ex cos I think it's like real leather or something. At least the material is good and I like it! Quite big :) The type that I like. Haha.
Carly went for audition too :) and she's having audition tomorrow at the same time as me. But she's in front. She says she was the last few to audition on Sat.
Heng I chose a fast and a slow song! The Mediacorp person just called and told me that we have to prepare a fast and slow one. Only need to sing the chorus so I don't have to worry too much about the lyrics!
Hai.. nobody's going with me.. so lousy right? Everyone says "I'll support you" then in the end can't even find a single person to go with me.. How sad...
Anyway, yesterday I went for choir again :D so nice right! Haha. Our SYF set piece is called White Horses composed by an Asian probably. His name is Stephen Leek if I'm not wrong (don't bother to go and check the name). Anyway, I think it seriously doesn't make sense at all okay. The whole "tune" is weird. Like seriously. Sounds really really weird. When we sing together the harmonies sound alright, but if we sing separately, you can hear the tune at all. And it's so weird that I have no idea how I'm going to remember the song. You know I can't read scores well (can read but I can't figure out the tune by looking. need to play it on piano) so I always learn by listening. But for this song, I can't hear any normal tune or whatever and after singing it for so many times, I can't even remember a bar of it :s
After choir I met Zhiqi at City Hall. Went Marina Square to sing KBOX! :D Before that we went to eat Yoshinoya and after that we ate KFC. :( I ate fried food again. Can't resist it. It's so nice!
We went shopping for a while cos we were so full after eating KFC. In Topshop, I saw this cute bag which I wanted to buy for Jolyn for her next year's birthday present (haha if you don't know her birthday is in June). It's black and is quite nice but really simple. However, the cloth looked really cheap, so I bought another gray one for her. It's quite ex in my opinion.. 50% more ex than the black one.. :/ Cos my budget is errr.. Haha. You should know lah. Somemore my mum gave me $100 last week and it's all gone, somehow. And I have no idea how to explain to her. Can't tell her that I bought such an ex present cos she always thought that it's dumb to give presents and it's a waste of money. Hai..
Topshop sells really weird stuff. At least 90% of the clothes are very very weird and ex. Don't know why leh. But there're still people who love their clothes. I mean the nice ones are really nice.. But why do people buy those ugly clothes? And they're too ex lah. A normal-looking pair of jeans (without any special cutting or whatever) was $100++.. Crazy eh. I would rather buy 5 $20 jeans. Cos they look the same. Okay, I won't buy jeans. I would buy bags or clothes or skirts.. Oh there was this bag which is really nice! But it's very ex cos I think it's like real leather or something. At least the material is good and I like it! Quite big :) The type that I like. Haha.
11/12/2008
Song :)
I've finally decided on the songs I'm gonna sing :)
1. 暧昧 - 杨丞琳 (This is the song that I wrote in the form so I guess I can't change it? Not sure leh, but better practice!)
2. 日不落 - 蔡依林 (Since the judges asked me to sing a 活泼 song, yeah, I think this song is okay. It's not easy n not that difficult. Should be able to sing it properly even if I'm nervous. Okay, maybe not that proper, but shouldn't be too bad :D)
Anybody wanna accompany me on Saturday? Don't want to go alone.
1. 暧昧 - 杨丞琳 (This is the song that I wrote in the form so I guess I can't change it? Not sure leh, but better practice!)
2. 日不落 - 蔡依林 (Since the judges asked me to sing a 活泼 song, yeah, I think this song is okay. It's not easy n not that difficult. Should be able to sing it properly even if I'm nervous. Okay, maybe not that proper, but shouldn't be too bad :D)
Anybody wanna accompany me on Saturday? Don't want to go alone.
OMGZZZ I'm so sleepy..
Sylvia and I went for free trials on Mon n Tues in Music Garage. Quite cool lah. On Mon got popping class (like really really basic cos nobody knows how to do it properly), beat boxing and singing (vibrato). Tues was singing (Chinese pop) and dance (K-MTV).
Sylvia like the popping teacher a lot (his name is Danny btw). She says he reminds her of a girl from RGS batch 07. So funny. And she thinks he soooo patient and nice :)
I'm really not interested in beat boxing. It's like people are spitting saliva everywhere man. So gross. But it's really cool if you can do it properly. The teacher was like damn pro! But both Sylvia and i don't like him cos he's kinda serious and just doesn't seem very nice.
For singing lessons, the teacher is Jae, who also founded Music Garage if I'm not wrong. He's very funny! LOL. Very nice also :) But during lessons, he's quite serious and he makes sure everybody can do it. Quite responsible lah :) Every singing class is supposed to be 45 min, but I think the vibrato class was at least 80 min. Most people can't get it. I sorta got it! But then not always lah. I think I can do it when I sing songs, but not just with a note.
OMG the K-MTV dance was seeriously scary. 32 front crunches + 24 side + 32 front + 24 side + 16 with leg up but bent + 16 with leg straight up + 24 push-ups (the real one okay!). Continuously. My gosh. I did until the 16 one then I was dead. And who can do push-ups?! PLEASE. How to do lah! But it surely can help to lose weight. The dance is like super super fast also! Crazy. Can't really follow. Haizzz. But the instructor was really really high. I guess you have high to join this kinda class! I'm having muscle ache all over now. (Stomach from the crunches, arms from the 3 lousy push-ups that I tried very hard to do, and legs from queuing for CSS! And I think I strained my right shoulder somehow.) Trisha should join the class :)
Okay I shall stop talking about my classes. Anyway, I still haven't decided my song yet! I only have today + tomorrow kbox + Fri about 5 hours (I hope) to practice it. I really hope I'll be able to remember the lyrics. If not, no point going.
Oh yeah, yesterday finally went for my first choir prac in 4 months. LOL. And to my horror, so many people knew that I went for CSS when I didn't tell anyone of them. Crazy man.
Anyway, here are the stats for CSS round 1:
total participants: 2046
Girls: 1308 (81 in)
Guys: 738 (60 in)
Damn crazy. Not even 10% got in! It's about 6.9%.. :S
Sylvia like the popping teacher a lot (his name is Danny btw). She says he reminds her of a girl from RGS batch 07. So funny. And she thinks he soooo patient and nice :)
I'm really not interested in beat boxing. It's like people are spitting saliva everywhere man. So gross. But it's really cool if you can do it properly. The teacher was like damn pro! But both Sylvia and i don't like him cos he's kinda serious and just doesn't seem very nice.
For singing lessons, the teacher is Jae, who also founded Music Garage if I'm not wrong. He's very funny! LOL. Very nice also :) But during lessons, he's quite serious and he makes sure everybody can do it. Quite responsible lah :) Every singing class is supposed to be 45 min, but I think the vibrato class was at least 80 min. Most people can't get it. I sorta got it! But then not always lah. I think I can do it when I sing songs, but not just with a note.
OMG the K-MTV dance was seeriously scary. 32 front crunches + 24 side + 32 front + 24 side + 16 with leg up but bent + 16 with leg straight up + 24 push-ups (the real one okay!). Continuously. My gosh. I did until the 16 one then I was dead. And who can do push-ups?! PLEASE. How to do lah! But it surely can help to lose weight. The dance is like super super fast also! Crazy. Can't really follow. Haizzz. But the instructor was really really high. I guess you have high to join this kinda class! I'm having muscle ache all over now. (Stomach from the crunches, arms from the 3 lousy push-ups that I tried very hard to do, and legs from queuing for CSS! And I think I strained my right shoulder somehow.) Trisha should join the class :)
Okay I shall stop talking about my classes. Anyway, I still haven't decided my song yet! I only have today + tomorrow kbox + Fri about 5 hours (I hope) to practice it. I really hope I'll be able to remember the lyrics. If not, no point going.
Oh yeah, yesterday finally went for my first choir prac in 4 months. LOL. And to my horror, so many people knew that I went for CSS when I didn't tell anyone of them. Crazy man.
Anyway, here are the stats for CSS round 1:
total participants: 2046
Girls: 1308 (81 in)
Guys: 738 (60 in)
Damn crazy. Not even 10% got in! It's about 6.9%.. :S
11/10/2008
This is such a problem
Okay I have to choose a song for the next audition which is on this Sat, 1pm. I'm thinking of singing 你的微笑 - F.I.R, since it has to be a 活泼 song. Any comments? Or other better suggestions?! So frustrating man.
Anyway, I think Firefox is really so much nicer than IE. A lot of functions :) Uhh I haven't really used Safari or others before so I don't know about them. But IE really isn't that good, in my opinion..
Anyway, I think Firefox is really so much nicer than IE. A lot of functions :) Uhh I haven't really used Safari or others before so I don't know about them. But IE really isn't that good, in my opinion..
11/09/2008
YES!
Haha I'm really happy. like seriously! Got into the 2nd round for CSS :D my aim is to get into the 3rd round :) don't think it's likely to get into top 12! Too difficult.
2181!!
Thanks for all those who wished me good luck. Especially Cheryl Chan. She's crazy. Everytime she calls me, she says "jiayou" for at least 7,8 times?! LOL. Damn funny. Thanks Zhiqi for accompanying me on both days:D And of course Rachel Chin and Qianru. Chin is damn lame lah. LOL. Kept asking me to tie braids.
When I went into the room, as usual, I was damn nervous. And my stomach had this bad feeling for the whole morning! Really uncomfortable! But it wasn't as scary as I thought it would be. 3 judges. 2 from mediacorp (1 man and 1 lady) and the other is Ken Tay 郑展伦. Quite cool. Then they were filming! GOSH I HOPE I DON'T APPEAR ON TV cos it was really quite lousy.. :(
We were given a mike but it isn't even plugged in! HAHA. So it's like we have to pretend that it is working and as if we are on stage.. Quite lame. LOL.
I sang 我的爱 (孙燕姿). At first the judges kept saying I have a nice voice but then cos I'm too nervous so 高音一直飘， so I sang Lydia (F.I.R). Haven't even sing until chorus then the lady press the bell already! I thought I sounded too lousy and they can't stand it anymore. Cos seriously, 所有的尾音都在斗，音准也飘得非常厉害. They told me I should gain more experience, have more confidence and whatever. It really sounded like I won't get in. So I didn't even bother to look at the lights at all! But then Ken Tay asked me to look at the lights. LOL. And, when I saw the green light, I think I really jumped up or something. LOL. Damn funny!
They asked me to sing a more 活泼 song next time. Please give me suggestions man! Thanks a lot! :)
2181!!
Thanks for all those who wished me good luck. Especially Cheryl Chan. She's crazy. Everytime she calls me, she says "jiayou" for at least 7,8 times?! LOL. Damn funny. Thanks Zhiqi for accompanying me on both days:D And of course Rachel Chin and Qianru. Chin is damn lame lah. LOL. Kept asking me to tie braids.
When I went into the room, as usual, I was damn nervous. And my stomach had this bad feeling for the whole morning! Really uncomfortable! But it wasn't as scary as I thought it would be. 3 judges. 2 from mediacorp (1 man and 1 lady) and the other is Ken Tay 郑展伦. Quite cool. Then they were filming! GOSH I HOPE I DON'T APPEAR ON TV cos it was really quite lousy.. :(
We were given a mike but it isn't even plugged in! HAHA. So it's like we have to pretend that it is working and as if we are on stage.. Quite lame. LOL.
I sang 我的爱 (孙燕姿). At first the judges kept saying I have a nice voice but then cos I'm too nervous so 高音一直飘， so I sang Lydia (F.I.R). Haven't even sing until chorus then the lady press the bell already! I thought I sounded too lousy and they can't stand it anymore. Cos seriously, 所有的尾音都在斗，音准也飘得非常厉害. They told me I should gain more experience, have more confidence and whatever. It really sounded like I won't get in. So I didn't even bother to look at the lights at all! But then Ken Tay asked me to look at the lights. LOL. And, when I saw the green light, I think I really jumped up or something. LOL. Damn funny!
They asked me to sing a more 活泼 song next time. Please give me suggestions man! Thanks a lot! :)
11/08/2008
My legs are dead.
Today went for CSS audition. waited for like 5+ hours and didn't even get to sing. WTH. And have to go back tomorrow at 10am then I have priority. If not must re-queue. Damn lousy lah! Actually not that many people also lor. Just that the queue doesn't even move at all? Until 4 o'clock, the queue really didn't move much. 4+ hrs and I moved to the middle of the whole thingy (actually got 2 rows. but one row has really a lot of people. at least 200.). But after 4, I guess they know they have to hurry so we moved half the row in 1 hours. so much faster than the previous 4 hrs. I was going crazy already okay. Zhiqi, Qianru and my dear manager, Rachel Chin, went with me. But none of them wore uniform so they had to wait outside and I was standing in the carpark alone.. Crazy right. What's the point of them going?! Then cos rachel chin wasn't feeling well n ZQ QR had something on so they all left by 3.30pm.
So irritating luh. Wasted my time. Seriously... Okay, I should go earlier tmr. Anyone going tmr, go at 10 or even 9. U would really rather go earlier and wait until maybe 1pm than going at 12pm like me n don't even get to sing.
So irritating luh. Wasted my time. Seriously... Okay, I should go earlier tmr. Anyone going tmr, go at 10 or even 9. U would really rather go earlier and wait until maybe 1pm than going at 12pm like me n don't even get to sing.
11/07/2008
Read this..
http://genders.zsu.edu.cn/News/1731-Content-1731.html
Read it. A really touching account. We should jut learn to appreciate what we have! We're lucky enough, compared to people like her..
Read it. A really touching account. We should jut learn to appreciate what we have! We're lucky enough, compared to people like her..
11/05/2008
LOL this is damn crap
I saw some damn stupid pics online today :D I think seriously, they're super funny..
Damn gross right
Now, the last and the funniest one...
OMG damn lame lah. But he's seriously very weird.. (as in his hairstyle and clothing)
Damn gross right
Now, the last and the funniest one...
OMG damn lame lah. But he's seriously very weird.. (as in his hairstyle and clothing)
11/04/2008
OMG
My GPA sucks okay. And you know what, my supposedly best 2 subjects, Math and Phys, are now the worst. How nice right.
Anw, I'm like seriously on a diet now. Mrs Mak bought us a chocolate cake for class party but I didn't eat it(: And for the whole of today, I only ate a 饼子, a bit of pasta, 3 cocktails, a bit of the thingy that Mr Lau made (mashed potato + tomato + cheese + etc), a cookie, a few chips, a few peas, an orange. That's all I can remember... And drank in total a full cup of sprite and at least 300ml of carrot juice.. OMG. I think that's like 500 calories or something. And I ate all of that, other than the orange, before 10am. (Carrot juice at 11am.) Crazy man. But I'm not hungry at all! So weird right. Like seriously I feel full now. :S
How, I don't know what'll happen when my mum sees my results. Everything below median other than 2 pathetic sunjects. WTH. I was so pissed off I didn't even go for choir (I was super prepared to go today..)
Okay a super funny thing. Sylvia painted her nails blue, and her mum didn't want her to wash off. She told Sylvia to just get booked.. LOL. You can imagine how funny it was lah. I lent her 4 plasters and she just bandaged all her first 4 fingers on her left hand. And for the whole of today, she just stuffed her hand in her jacket. Damn funny lah. Should have taken a picture..
Anw, I'm like seriously on a diet now. Mrs Mak bought us a chocolate cake for class party but I didn't eat it(: And for the whole of today, I only ate a 饼子, a bit of pasta, 3 cocktails, a bit of the thingy that Mr Lau made (mashed potato + tomato + cheese + etc), a cookie, a few chips, a few peas, an orange. That's all I can remember... And drank in total a full cup of sprite and at least 300ml of carrot juice.. OMG. I think that's like 500 calories or something. And I ate all of that, other than the orange, before 10am. (Carrot juice at 11am.) Crazy man. But I'm not hungry at all! So weird right. Like seriously I feel full now. :S
How, I don't know what'll happen when my mum sees my results. Everything below median other than 2 pathetic sunjects. WTH. I was so pissed off I didn't even go for choir (I was super prepared to go today..)
Okay a super funny thing. Sylvia painted her nails blue, and her mum didn't want her to wash off. She told Sylvia to just get booked.. LOL. You can imagine how funny it was lah. I lent her 4 plasters and she just bandaged all her first 4 fingers on her left hand. And for the whole of today, she just stuffed her hand in her jacket. Damn funny lah. Should have taken a picture..
11/03/2008
WTH
Today I'm in a very very very bad mood for some reason. But I don't know what. Damn irritating eh.
And I have cramps today. Maybe cause this time I didn't have PMS, so now it's DMS. AIYA
I made a card for Mr Ang. A really ugly one. I just printed and cutted out Thank you Mr Ang and pasted them onto a piece of paper. That's it. So ugly luh. Somemore I cut until super lousy. Too bad lah, no mood to make it nice.
Anyway, saw a super stupid news. Vietnam people are weird!
The ministry had recommended that people whose chests measure less than 28 inches (72 centimeters) be prohibited from driving motorbikes _ as well as those who are too short (less than 4 feet, 8 inches) or too thin (less than 88 pounds).
LOL, damn lame right. But then cos too many people disagree, so they didn't implement :D
And I have cramps today. Maybe cause this time I didn't have PMS, so now it's DMS. AIYA
I made a card for Mr Ang. A really ugly one. I just printed and cutted out Thank you Mr Ang and pasted them onto a piece of paper. That's it. So ugly luh. Somemore I cut until super lousy. Too bad lah, no mood to make it nice.
Anyway, saw a super stupid news. Vietnam people are weird!
The ministry had recommended that people whose chests measure less than 28 inches (72 centimeters) be prohibited from driving motorbikes _ as well as those who are too short (less than 4 feet, 8 inches) or too thin (less than 88 pounds).
LOL, damn lame right. But then cos too many people disagree, so they didn't implement :D
11/01/2008
Tiring..
I was trying to clear the stuff on my super-messy bookshelf. Spent like 5 hours and still haven't finished. Too many stuff alr.
So boring eh. Can't imagine how I'm going to survive holidays. And the school is crazy okay. Chem, Phys and Math tests right at the start of the year. DIE MAN.
I want to watch shows, but I'm afraid that I'll get addicted again and the whole holiday will be wasted. Hai...
Choir.. I really don't want to go. I want to quit!!! But what else can I join in Sec 4! UG also cannot.. How sad can our life be in RGS..
So boring eh. Can't imagine how I'm going to survive holidays. And the school is crazy okay. Chem, Phys and Math tests right at the start of the year. DIE MAN.
I want to watch shows, but I'm afraid that I'll get addicted again and the whole holiday will be wasted. Hai...
Choir.. I really don't want to go. I want to quit!!! But what else can I join in Sec 4! UG also cannot.. How sad can our life be in RGS..
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